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Match Girl

by Paul Roessler

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1.
Shine 02:57
I tried everything I tried heroin cocaine But the sun came down the sun came down the same  I dreamed clouds and trains beautiful castles in the rain  But the sun came out and dried it all away And if you look in every place hope you find somewhere safe to stay Where the sun can't come and steal your joy away I tried water I tried wine I tried to run a million miles There's nowhere the sun don't come and shine I tried to find another life tried to tell a million lies But the sun just shook his head and said goodbye And when all the clouds had cleared and the moon had disappeared The sun came up and everybody cheered Well if you reach the other side and you kiss the sunny skies I hope a rainbow comes and wraps you in the night I tried water I tried wine I tried to run a million miles There's nowhere the sun don't come and shine  Additional guitars and vocals: sarahtonin
2.
Untitled 03:35
For every every person you help there's someone else that you hurt. For every thing that gets better there's something else getting worse So you embellish your story and you bask in your glory And you get what you can 'cause there's no reason or hurry They're ripping out fingernails and chewing up the entrails And doing all of the things getting by might entail While some others it seems live in trickle down dreams And it all comes so easy happy joyous and free For every person who wins there's someone mad in the street For every house on the hill ten trampled under their feet For every blissful high there's a crash or you die Sometimes it seems like everything that's good has abandoned me The ocean swallows all the stars explode and fall The hand that winds the clock has gone to sleep The eye that watches hell looks the other way The powerless and blind the crippled and betrayed They sing and cry and scream To something that was never there or has long since gone away
3.
Swan 04:27
The sentence has been handed down Delivered by a sad eyed clown It is not fair it is nowhere it is dry and brown  But it is final The executioner pulls on his robes Tired and old he moves a little slow He's lost the thrill but it pays the bills on his crooked home And it's better than starving We've all seen better days as the moon shines through a sickly haze And there is never a reason it's just something that happened Everything just fades away Stop asking why it's just an excuse to tell another lie We love to make up stories to explain and describe There isn't a secret there isn't a pearl or a happy ending in the whole wide world But at least they get over We've all tried to toe the line but we lose our minds In the pouring rain And there is never a reason there's no hell or Edens Every day just fades away Bass: Kira Guitar: Glenn Brown Violin: Petra
4.
Tobie 04:00
Tobie's in airplane took an all night train Took a break from cocaine Tobie's on her way She's flying home to me Made herself look pretty she's moving to the city Wondering if she's forgotten anything To be with me We know it will be perfect if we survive it But nothing's ever free She's a little bit obsessive, bipolar and aggressive Jealous and possessive and she loves me She loves me Tobie loves me. Waiting at the curbside wasted for the last time She searches for my face in a wood sprite roller skate A little late We know it will be perfect if we survive it But nothing's ever free Everybody hates us but we don't care The little fishy's drown in air No one wants to be our friend so we just snuggle in our bed There's always more love
5.
Hey I'm sitting here with the door unlocked Hoping and wishing you'll come in and start and never ever stop We are numb we are dead our lives are lost The grim unending necessary drugs In their dozens and dozens of lovely forms Potions and powders and pretty pills The telephone and the cable and the doctors bills The blood flows through our veins like mud Brains shift like reptiles in the summer sun But under our moon this is love Somewhere a schoolgirl sits with her legs apart And a crooked old man with a purple heart Is forgiving and forgetting everything he ever taste Uppers and downers and inside and outers And all you ever do is stay in one place Our blood flows through out veins like mud Our brains shift like reptiles in the summer sun I remember a boy that would fly  Breathlessly through an ocean sky But under our moon this is love
6.
Treefall 02:51
The moon came up out of the fog Full and round and landed in my hand Kissed each finger like a blessing Settled like a crown on my head Like an angel resting Stayed with me the whole evening But you weren't there to see this thing It might as well have never been It might as well have been a dream The dream came true as true can be Blindingly white magic heaven sent  Like silver rain falling on a child's head Unexpected and unending As if  the darkness had surrendered Like every memory was remembered But you weren't there to see this thing It might as well have never been It might as well have been a dream 
7.
Match Girl 04:43
"I'm a Match Girl!" she screams, "Not an angel don't scorn me!" And bursts into flames She lights fires in the garden pyres in the parking structure Between her legs She burns everything green in her wake While all the boys burst into match girl flames She's a match girl she shivers dipped in the river She floats down stream Dreaming of summer when all of her lovers Were taking turns She burns everything in green in her wake While all the boys burst into match girl flames It's a shame all of the miles that it rained All of the lions that were caged She told me how loudly she came from a poem by sarahtonin
8.
Lifeline 03:27
Lifeline I'm holding on Starlight all my dreams are with you tonight Shine bright stay alive Stay with me I will be the air you breathe I know your heart and it's mine Throw yourself into the sea Swim to me and we will meet beneath the waves 'Cause I'm a ghost and you're a grave And lost in time we'll find a way Bass: Kira Guitar: Glenn Brown
9.
The angel wept the summer slept Her eyes streamed tears of moonlight falling on the bed Maybe these cold hard chains are the price you pay for wings Or just for breathing And though the pain has washed away everything that you believed The truth is that you are free When there are dogs out in the fog Howling their mourning songs at their ferocious gods Then the fingers brush away the pain you saved Everything is okay And though the pain has washed away everything that you believed Remember that you have me The rags that you wear are your wings Everyone's afraid
10.
Ivory Coast 05:51
On the Ivory Coast it's snowing And the saints and slavers are going into gold The lovers have been fighting It's a sign of things to come Lost inside the golden ring The ravens on the lawn Retrace your errant path the hope of man is gone They have found the answer and the answer was not lost Row your boat gently down the stream Merrily life is but a dream
11.
Finally the tears long time coming Cry angel cry, the world is ending Standing at the gate with all time before us We fall to our knees and the gods ignore us Always know I'm with you Like the silent shadow of doom The broken angel that shared your cluttered rooms Until he flew Hold on to me and let me slip away All the things that we lose come back changed Always know I am true  Like the bright cold heartless moon The same lost child who found and clung to you You'll never lose
12.
Pannis angelicus Fit panis hominum Dat panis coelicus Figuris terminum O res mirabilis Manducat dominum Pauper, pauper Servus et humilis Pauper, pauper Servus et humilis Panis angelicus Fit panis hominum Dat panis coelicus Figuris terminum Vocals: sarahtonin 

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For many years, music just came out of me like breathing. At a certain point, music began being ripped out of me like bleeding. For my music to feel important to me it had to be a bloodstained confession.
This is the bloodstained confession of 2010. Sometimes it sounds like Christmas lights but that's because we never know what the future holds.
This might be the sister album to 6/12 which I recorded two years later.
Sorry it took so long.

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released April 10, 2020

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Paul Roessler Los Angeles, California

Paul Roessler is a musician, composer and producer who lives in Los Angeles

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